I’d hate for you toĭwell on that, because those are just words.Īnd as nice as I always imagined they would Promise me you won’t feel guilty for somethingĪnd I don’t ever want you to feel bad for not I don’t want you toīe upset with yourself for what happened. I’m trying not to dwell onīut if you do read this someday then I want I wouldn’t blame you for thinking me deadĪfter seeing the plane crash Lawson showed They took my finger, for proof of my death. I’m planning to write these entries to you,Įven though I’m not sure you’ll ever read Pencils could be used as weapons? At this I couldn’t wait to write in this,Įven if the only thing he’s given me to write Little fresh air and only myself to talk to,Ĭrazy yet.
Spent the last twenty years plotting revengeīut, after several days with nothing to read,Īnd no TV to watch, nowhere to walk, very Journal, because all I see is evidence that he’s He told me he kept a journal after Matthewĭied and that it helped him deal with his son’sĭeath. Spoke to me via the satellite webcam system. Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to the TV series Hawaii Five-0.